An ordinary day

Yep like the title said it was an ordinary day. The weather kind of sucked, damp & dank so naturally that starts to get things aching. Today I was subject to some new pains in new places, damn I love being a spina bifida. My mom once told me that God only gives us what we can handle, today I wish he trusted me less. I don't usually moan and bitch about things to much, cause things could be worse, a bunch worse but fuck it would be nice to have one pain free day in a Month. Just one. I hate taking the pain killers, smoking weed helps but it's hard to explain and makes me fuzzy. An of course the medical profession with there "Unfortunately there's nothing much we can do." attitude sucks, yeah it's realistic but fuck. Acupuncture helps but my needle jockey is in China for a month. Still at least I have my friends who put up with my shit, and my faithful buddy harley the wonder cat. Things could be worse, but they could be better.